This past week Minnesota United Methodists gathered for our Annual Conference. It is a reunion and a marathon of meetings and always Annual Conference stokes my desire for fruitful ministry to a fever pitch. I serve a church pregnant with possibility and sometimes being patient is teeth gnash.
This year’s conference, like those preceding it, was marked by a speaking of how it is the larger church is so very wounded.
There are some eighty clergy in the conference (myself included), and over 1,000 across the United States who have signed a document stating that we will joyfully offer services of marriage to same sex couples. In Minnesota, it is now legal! And, this offering of grace routine to heterosexual couples is against the polity of our church. Persons violating said polity can be disciplined for facilitating the speaking of love and covenant.
I feel such grief. I feel grief for the judicatories in our system who are tasked with upholding policies they may not agree with. We are compatriots in the preaching of the good news of the nothing-can-seperate-us-from-the love of God in Christ Jesus. And, there may soon come a day when polity trumps grace and preachers are exiled by their kin in Christ. Surely God weeps.
I feel such grief because the expanse of grace opened to us by Jesus seems so jealously guarded by fear and surely, God weeps.
I feel such grief because this mother is watching her children and their compatriots turn from the Body of Christ known as the United Methodist movement. They cannot understand a denomination that barricades from some the very grace said to be offered to all.
I feel such grief because there is so much work calling to the people of Jesus: poverty and racism and ecological devastation and the people of Jesus are called to respond and heal and bless and while we natter on about who it is who ought be united in marriage by our pastors, the world continues to be wounded and about this I know God weeps.
I’m a United Methodist pastor. While my church is pregnant with possibility it so very challenged by its being as a United Methodist Church. We are a people meant to welcome Spirit breath and life transformation. We want to live in the way of Jesus.
May the God who weeps hold us in this time.
Elizabeth, thank you for this. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow us (and hold us) all the days of our lives. Peace to each and all. Vonda
You are such gift to this world – and to me. Blessings – it was good to hug you at conference! e
Rev. Elizabeth Macaulay, Lead Pastor Richfield United Methodist Church 5835 Lyndale Ave South Minneapolis, MN 55419 612-861-6086
*…Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life? Mary Oliver*