I spent Sunday at services of remembrance.
At church, we named the pain of 9/11, and allowed the space for grieving. Preparing for that service, I joined the rest of the nation in remembering how the world shifted ten years ago. The music played on MPR all week and the stories shared by those who were in New York on that day soaked into my soul. The grief was raw and real.
Later on Sunday I went to an interfaith service of remembrance on the steps of the State Capitol. Religious leaders in our varied regalia, singers and dancers, Heart of the Beast puppets and political leaders gathered with community members to name the pain and the hope, both. It was good to be there. I was not in a leadership position so I was able to be present and fully engaged at an emotional level.
Mondays are my day off. Cooper and I got up and loaded the bikes on the car and drove to a bike trail that connects Cannon Falls and Red Wing. We were out in the midst of a changing earth. Leaves were falling, the air crisp, and the peddling fine. We rode some twelve miles into Red Wing, shared a great cup of coffee and peddled back to the car.
For the first time since all my children moved back to Minneapolis, we gathered for a meal on Monday night, with the late addition of Cooper’s daughter who flew in from Kansas City. We savored conversation, laughter and food. I lost badly at cards. We were family.
It was gift. After being open to so much pain and death, the opportunity to move my body in the clarity of the air felt like a powerful affirmation of the gift that is life. Sharing time with beloveds is the best celebration of living that I know.
There is a poignant awareness of the amazing grace of breath and love.
God help us to live gratitude. There is so much we do not know. Moment by moment we are given “alleluias”. Whether bellowed or whispered, may we sound them through our being.